God.....I.....feel...so........STRONG!!!

[stillbourne]

You know that good nights sleep that I have been not able to get for about 4 weeks now?

I got it last night!

I had horrible back pain earlier in the week, and they are GONE.


AND

I got to do my favorite lil closet secret! Religious debate! Im such a lil devil. LOL.


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The road to (ruin?)(recovery?)(nowhere?) starts with a few steps.
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I'm cocooning again.... be expecting something better.
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yes, I had the worst breakdown I have ever had to date.
Yes, I had to cancel things.
If you havent seen me do burlesque, too bad. I had to quit it.
If you missed me last fashion show, You'll have to wait till the fall.
I had to give myself some space to put myself back together....
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its only been a little bit..... and Il already liking the results....

more after work....